HOLDING OUT FOR A HERO

2012-02-11T17:30:00.002+08:00

we're both stubborn

hellooooooooo ☺

2012-02-09T21:00:00.005+08:00

i think the only reason why i love instagram'ng so much is because every photo reminds me of how great my friends are, and how they never fail to make me smile. i can honestly say that in every instagram photo i ever took, i was genuinely happy ☺☺

fyi, denise isnt in any of our recent photos because that girl keeps going for competitions! (which her team won btw YAY) im sorry if my collar button is like....open. it snapped in the afternoon :( i think im really rough lol hahahahaha

NOT PERVING ON THE 坏人 OR ANYTHING OK HAHAHA ☺☺

so like we didnt instagram today so.....yupz. HAHAHA CRYSTAL IS SUCH AN INNOCENT KID I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. i feel so............~uncouth~ around her ok :(

instagram'g

2012-02-05T21:03:00.003+08:00

i didnt wanna leave this place dead so there you go:

no one wanted to hold the camera because their heads would look big in the photo.............so yeah you can guess who took the below pictures (ME DUH) hahahaha owell~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA #INSIDEJOKE

oh look, what you do to me

2012-01-29T22:47:00.005+08:00

sean looks abit like sam tsui hahahaha

i guess my emotions tend to take full control of me, so well uhhh, i dont know haha

it's not worth temporary bliss

2012-01-28T16:28:00.009+08:00

am i a fool for pretending not to notice though it's pretty clear?? hahahaha should have listened to tingfang. maybe it was God's will that it'll end like this! doesnt matter i'll take and accept whatever comes. no one wants me moping around and being a burden hahahahahaha sorry guys

i like school. because school takes my mind off things and whee instagram'ng all day longggg
(坏人went for her netball comp so she aint here ☹☹)
happykids96

have a good day y'all!!

more than this

2012-01-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

MY FRIENDS ARE SO SMART THEY CAN SEE THROUGH EVERYTHING.

damn they're the best

crossing fingers that tomorrow will go well. praying so hard that there wouldnt be any conflict or unhappiness and i hope they all enjoyed today though it was pretty messy. and my goodness i couldnt believe i just spoke in front of them lol though i couldnt look at them in the eye. ok i will try and put in more effort in comm, need to buck up and stop being a liability/burden!!!!!

p/s hi sarah!!!!!!!!

chinese new year 2012

2012-01-21T17:19:00.006+08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATION 2012
performance in the morning~CHIOBUZXC_96 tingfang is sooooooooooooooo cute. really. and she loves serenading me (awwww!) AND WE R GOING TO KBOX SOMEDAY WITH THE TANBO GANGZ. YAY☺☺

zhongruansssss ♥♥♥♥ it was a wrong move to stand beside hxy though, she's like towering over me ☹

i missed this girl ☹☹

haha i still cannot believe this......4 HOPE 2012? WOW

yanyi is so cute ☺☺☺ and i think i might be switching to her jiang class!! :D

"ZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"SMILEEEEEE!!!" ☺☺

this d.wee loves taking pictures HAHAHAHA

hahahaha even though i look horrible here i found this picture incredibly funny because of qtpie crystal! ☺☺ i was looking through her instagram at this point of time btw haha
yuting the 坏人 with d.wee's cinnamoroll bottle and hellokitty lunchboxxxx

qtpie crystal's *~*~sparkly purple shoes~*~*

instagram'ng the whole day longggggggg

hacking each other's phones HAHAHAHAA(though, in the picture they took their own phones back ☹)

PRETTY ILENE BB *____*~~i dont believe this TSK we're the same height but i look shorter!!!! /pouts~~
this ilene just told me she tiptoed wlaoooo hahahahahaha ♥♥

"eh d.wee you look quite cool in your badminton outfit....."

january babies! :D

the real baby hahahahahaha

I AM SO PROUD OF THIS GIRL HAHAHAHA SHE IS SO COOL AND I FEEL COOL KNOWING HER /GRINS/LOVE YOU VAL :)

safety suit

2012-01-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

These times will try hard to define me
And I'll try to hold my head up high
But I've seen despair here from the inside
And it's got a one track mind

And I have this feeling in my gut now
And I don't know what it is I'll find
Does anybody ever feel like,
You're always one step behind?

//

These times will try hard to define me
But I will hold my head up high

Sitting alone here in my bed
I'm waiting for an answer I don't know that I'll get
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I'm failing
I'm telling you these times are hard
But they will pass

And I know there's a reason
I just keep hoping it won't be long 'til I see it
And maybe if we throw up our hands and believe it
I'm telling you these times are hard
But they will pass

广州 & 香港 p.3/3

2012-01-14T17:02:00.010+08:00

(香港)

广州 & 香港 p.2/3

2012-01-14T17:02:00.009+08:00

(香港)

广州 & 香港 p.1/3

2012-01-14T16:59:00.003+08:00

(广州)

first roll

2012-01-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

my face when i received this roll -> ☹☹☹☹☹ i was really disappointed sigh. these are like.......the few decent ones :(

mmmmmhhhhm but anyway, I SURVIVED THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL! i know this may seem stupid but seriously i am so tired everyday ☹ however, because now that i literally sit beside the teacher's table, i've really been listening so attentively during lessons! i havent fallen asleep once alright :D YES, THIS IS A GR8 ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME.

P/S HI MARC IF YOU'RE READING THIS CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!! Y R U SO SMART OK I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!! REALLY, I AM!!! ☺☺♡♡☺☺

who would have thought?

2012-01-02T17:12:00.003+08:00

i have no pictures and i didnt want this to be a wordy post so.... the music player :( HAHAHA I LOVE CARRIE UNDERWOOD OK HAHA EVER SINCE AMERICAN IDOL YAY! anyway i need to update my iTunes so please please share your earcandies!! (in other words, music lol) Lately, i've only been listening to Glory Days + The Cab's Symphony Soldier! (if you havent i think you should! they're pretty cool~ Or listen to Whisper War because i fell in love after listening to Vegas Skies back in April) and i feel so...... :(

anyway yes if you're ever following me on instagram (@tumblings) im not going to be very active there because i created an account for fun. YES I AM NOT A RICH KID I DONT OWN AN IPHONE AND MY ITOUCH DOESNT HAVE A CAMERA :-( hahahahaha never mind i will find a way to update it (i hope)

oh and i got a phonecall yesterday and someone sang to me over the phone hahahahahaha yes so currently i have A Thousand Years stuck in my heart & mind. D'aww! And my morning was spent in church with my sunday school girls! it was a coincidence when like 5/9 of us wore checks to church! IT WASNT PLANNED! yes so that's how i started my 2012 :-)

first day of school tomorrow! i will try not sleep in class!! and my 死党 is currently enjoying life in korea (WTH) annoying much hahahahahahaa

2012

2012-01-01T22:08:00.008+08:00

hello! i havent posted in ages haha~ but that's because i went for ltf camp and then guangzhou/hongkong till christmas and finally after three days of co activities IM BACK!!

anyway, BLESSED NEW YEAR GUYS! it's 2012 and it's a brand new year ^^ haha 2011 has been a pretty rough year for me, and i've really been such a !@#$%^ i cant even look back at myself without scorning. yes i am utterly disappointed in myself and i really havent achieved anything last year. so yes, this year, im gonna change! (i have so many resolutions! i am not going to post it up though hehe) i know it aint gonna be easy, but i know with God, anything is possible! (Philippians 4:13!) And yes, my walk with God has been strengthened a little more after much help, and i really hope i will continue to grow in Him ^__^ it has been pretty heartwarming that there are so many people who are willing to listen to me and i really thank God for everyone :-) And yes, my sunday school class, we've bonded more through camp, and i really love you all! You guys make my sundays alot livelier and i really enjoy learning more about God's Word with you all!

Also, to all my friends, i really appreciate you. So much, alright. You guys have done so much for me, and i know i havent been a very good friend and i hope you guys would forgive me for it. I will try alright, to be the friend that you guys want/need :-) We will pull through next year together alright!! Especially my SNCO lovelies, you guys have stuck with me for 3 (coming to 4!) whole years and you guys make CCA a whole lot more fun! we will study together and mug like crazy alright! and my gangz.......WE WILL SURVIVE SEC4HOPE TOGETHER HAHAHHA come what may, (eg. sucky teachers / classmates / subjects) we will do it together! And Zy, Sarah, Audrey, Ilene haha thanks for being there for me :-) love you all!

Oh and for those taking results on the 9th, dont be nervous! i know you'd all do well because you guys have put in so much effort okay! Synyin Venetia Connie Melissa Marc etc. etc. all the best and i really hope that you guys would get the results you desire! :-)

Lastly, for my 死党/ ~~gay~~ best friend / best bro, I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU KNOW IT!!! we stuck for almost like 2 whole years? im sorry i judged you the first time we met + was so mean/sacarstic towards you after camp hahahahahahaha i didnt mean it, I WAS YOUNG AND JUDGEMENTAL :( but yes i wrote whatever i wanted to tell you in the letter (which you already read) so yes haha thanks for sticking with me :D and for listening. Really, you are amazing. And d'awww my christmas card ^^

i will do a picture post on my trip soon!!! hahaha for now, im struggling with holiday homework (and im still procrastinating) hope i can finish this!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~

2011-12-21T10:26:00.001+08:00

Because china has no access to twitter (which is so asdfghjkl for me I really hope Blogger works though...),

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYNYIN!!!!!!!
/inserts x10000000 hearts/
I'm so sorry I can't be there to celebrate your birthday with the rest of the zhongruans 8( but remember that I'll be with you guys in spirit!! ^___^

You /finally/ turned 16 (and not the same age as us anymore......) hahaha may you stay happy AND SLEEP EARLIER!! :-)

With loveeee <3

there's no guarantee that this would be easy

2011-12-17T02:28:00.003+08:00

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】
come come come and comment~ ^___^you dont need a livejournal account btw hehe

07122011

2011-12-03T17:02:00.008+08:00

i have not ranted in ages.........because Livejournal keeps trolling on me and i can do nothing about it. Audrey's in Hongkong, Zhenyi's off to Japan tonight, Enqi's on her way to Europe, and Ilene's busy (i think). I'm feeling a little weird today. idontknow, i think im scared but i dont know what for. whatever, for now it's raining and i feel like cuddling up in my bed and watching a sappy/sad/romantic Nicholas Sparks movie with a cup of hot green tea. but no, i've homework to do and i am so not pushing it till the last minute. sigh, goal for this week: finish up physics + math + lit. english can wait. then after, im gonna have a rematch with Hm at foozeball. i still cant believe she thrashed me. but hey, i'm reaaaally rusty, havent played for ages.

instaxxxx since a long time ago:

zhongruans I! (although, now im zhongruan II because hxy and enqi hopped onto Daruan ☹)
the prozzzz ☺☺

☺☺the gangzzzzz (@3hope class chalet)

北京 p.7/7

2011-12-02T00:49:00.006+08:00

Day 8 / 30 Nov 2011

ON THE WAY/IN BEIJING AIRPORT

I LIKE IT LIKE THAT

Denise Wee hates this song hahahahaha

new friends ;) + denise wee's big white bear

we were jamming to Justin Bieber's Mistletoe because of that mistletoe-like decoration on the plane. Also, there was this REAAALLLYYY CUTE STEWARD WHO RESEMBLED RYAN HIGA *____* Furthermore, he kept smiling at me *faints* Hahahahaha

I didnt edit this at all because the sky was so pretty. The lighting in the plane sucked badly though

北京 p.6/7

2011-12-02T00:48:00.010+08:00

Day 5 / 27 Nov 2011

圆明园 + 颐和园

Day 6 / 28 Nov 2011

鸟巢＋水立方

Day 7 /29 Nov 2011

前门大街 + PACKING IN OUR HOTEL ROOM

coco came over because weili went somewhere else haha

all these are coco's HAHA

Coco bought this Dizi! But it became my parang because i am the gangstah24.

北京 p.5/7

2011-12-02T00:38:00.009+08:00

Day 3 / 25 Nov 2011

Migrant School + 孔庙 + 首都博物馆

the first girl me and denise talked to. She was P6 so we didnt get to visit her class 8(

my group was doing the board for the CIP we did that day, so i became the photographer for the programme the Sec Twos organized.

the first boy i talked to

the two boys i talked to after. This little boy kept asking me what 辣椒螃蟹 and 胡椒螃蟹 were in English :)

this small dude posed for me, but i didnt manage to catch it :(

Day 4 / 26 Nov 2011

长城 + 十三陵

rosy cheeks ftw ☺☺

北京 p.4/7

2011-12-02T00:35:00.007+08:00

Day 2 / 24 Nov 2011 (Part 3)
天安门广场 + 故宫 + 天坛 + 茶馆

told you i have crazy hair

北京 p.3/7

2011-12-02T00:30:00.011+08:00

Day 2 / 24 Nov 2011 (Part 2)

天安门广场 + 故宫 + 天坛 + 茶馆

my crazy hair

北京 p.2/7

2011-12-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

Day 2 / 24 Nov 2011 (Part 1)
天安门广场 + 故宫 + 天坛 + 茶馆

i think you can only do the below shot in Beijing 8)

北京 p.1/7

2011-12-02T00:05:00.009+08:00

DAY 1 / 23 Nov 2011

王府井

i had a swollen eye and i forgot to bring my eye medicine thingamajig. ugh, i am such an idiot. anyway, it was a 6 hour flight and i spent it with Smurfs + Monte Carlo + HIMYM. Oh, and yeah, i'm gangstah24. if you guessed that right i think you're a genius haha 8)

WangFuJing Street was an amazing place to take lightstreak photos!

i just cant let you go

2011-12-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

I AM BACK FROM BEIJING!!!!!!

guess who i am haha

there's alot more photos but it's like 2AM in the morning so i'll post them over the next few days?? expect many posts lol it would be a freaking long post if i compiled them all together. i'll see how :)

i took this photo just now.............haha zhou lao shi + mrs yeo were really nice and offered to switch seats with me so i sat next to denise + susana in the end! initially i was sitting with two NJC girls? i guess the trip ended with a really good note :)

because some days stay gold, forever

2011-11-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

haha, so this was the ~secret thing~ i mentioned in my previous post. PLANNING/DRY RUN FOR FAREWELL! we did quite a lot of work, okay!

half-done banner!

we had sooo many photoframes to paint! hahaha damn i just realised that im in this shot too.......I AM NOT POSING HAHA. me and ilene were actually thinking where to draw the badge because we drew the 'farewell' too huge. It came out nice though!

-THE ACTUAL DAY-

we were decorating the place and hahahaha we all went super hyper and started playing around.

the cellobasses ;)

enqi + me. i know im like sweating so bad in the photo hahaha me and ilene were late 8( so we speed-walked/ran from Braddell!!!

enqi's attempt to karaoke hahahahaha

"GRAB SOMEBODY SEXY TELL THEM HEYYYYYYY~"

i'm so glad you guys came back :'))))))))

bet you guys liked your boards hehehehe :-) HAHA THE ONLY REASON WHY THEY STARTED LAUGHING (IN THIS PHOTO)......

.....WAS BECAUSE OF THE UNGLAM PICTURES OF OURSELVES THAT WE PASTED AT THE BACK! so embarrassing :( THE THINGS WE DO FOR YOU GUYS!!!

venetia's pretty board hehe :-) so many hot guys in her board hahaaahaahha at the corner there's kevin cheng's and boscolie's photo :D

my seniors are still so awesome though :D Synyin stayed with us till CCA ended! awww :')

YAY PRETTY BANNER. this was how it finally looked like! :-) YAY TO US HAHA

and that pretty much sums up Farewell 2011 :-) we will miss you guys so bad :( come visit us soon!! <3

IKEA!

2011-11-15T22:02:00.005+08:00

we had comm outing today @ IKEA! The train ride to Tampines was torturous, seriously. We took like an hour? Got whatever we needed to get and yay we went to eat! Nomnomnom. I/We ate alot........Ooooooops.

meatballs ☺

chicken wings ☺

silly faces :P

*~♡ the couple ♡~*

they ran off so fast without me i couldnt get my icecream ☹☹

i forgot my cam was on timer so.......OOPS HAHAHAHAHAHA. It's amazing how enqi and ilene stood there like statues throughout the 3 shots! Only the escalator + the woman behind moved hahahahhahahaha. look at her face manx :( bet she was judging us and going >_______> Y R THESE GURLS TAKING PICS ON THE ESCALATOR??

Anyway, i gif'd them to show you guys HAHAHA. 不要杀我!!

*~♡ the couple ♡~* AGAIN

this is zhenyi's table. we went back to school to do ~something sekrit~ and we used 3Wisdom's classroom. HAHAHAHA at this point of time, my camera was with someone else cause i was doing ~something~ And when i looked through all the photos just now, I FOUND THIS. I literally went "O_____O ZHENYI.....???"
HAHAHAHA COINCIDENCE MUCH. anyway, she's a hardcore S♡NE

going to enqi's house tomorrow morning to do ~something~ HAHAHAHAHA :-) and shucks, i realised i have so much to do by this week omg omg freaking out. AND IM GOING TO BEIJING NEXT WEDNESDAY!!!!

the story of us

2011-11-13T23:11:00.001+08:00

I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

you're the lighthouse, that i need

2011-11-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

i am forever indebted to sarah for retweeting this dude up there so that he would appear on my timeline! i really like his covers and his voice is just....soooo soothing~

anyhow, i dropped my phone in a bowl of piping hot bowl of ramen soup today, and i almost died of a heart attack. i think i just stared at it blankly for like 3 seconds before kaiwen and enqi fished it out (thanks guys!). ugh i hate myself for being so careless! currently i'm using my dad's old phone for now, and the fact that my parents arent the least bit mad at me is making me so guilty! (i love my parents ♡♡♡) tomorrow's sunday school outing and i pray that the weather would be good and we'd all have a fun time ^^

also, tomorrow's 11/11/11 and im gonna spend it at CO :-( however, i'm gonna see my lovely darlings~ haha i guess all things have a teensy bit good out of them :-)

till then!

hello!

2011-11-08T21:52:00.005+08:00

my favourite track from footloose! caught it with val and kristel last week and it was pretty good! though, im still puzzled as to why Ren decided to petition. Kenny Wormald has pretty eyes and woah he is damn flexy! i just thought Julianne Hough's voice was just plain scary :-( marc says it's 'not his type' of movie but i like it so it doesnt matter hehe~ the dance scene was soooooo romantic and pretty! oh well singapore will never ever have that so i can just continue dreaming.

today is upgrading day! finally denise (@cuppycakedenise) & crystal (@CIDcrystal) made twitter! go follow them~ and, i will be back on thursday! ;) for now i need some confidence hahhaaha im still scared though i know that He'd help me through this. pray for me hehe :-)

games day 2011

2011-10-29T13:33:00.004+08:00

hullo!
okay so, last tuesday's GAMES DAY!!!!!!

our soccer team (Yuting, Crystal, Denise, Audrey, Nichole, Jiaying, Chloe), played our first game and won it ^___^ Although we were a teensy bit regretful because it's our last games day and we didnt manage to make it to the semi-finals.....but ohwell we had fun!

YAY WE WON!!!

/sidenote: MY CLASSROOM IS AT THE BACK (F block) AND IT'S THE BEST CLASSROOM EVER!!!! dont think we're gonna get it next year, so i'm gonna miss it so badly ☹☹☹

val is so awesome + sporty + smart + i love her!!!

then it started to rain ☺☺

we all got so excited and wanted to play in it~

but then, it stopped~

"hi zy!!"

"go away!!!!!!!"

......and it started raining again

"hey!! let's imitate audrey!"

and then it stopped, again.

since we didnt have any more games, we went to cheer on the captain's ball team! the match was against Charity, which was why it was so intense! they played really well~

and that pretty much sums up my last games day in Saint Nicks.

also, pardon me for the recent sad post, im still feeling self-doubt but i'll be alright :-)

all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade, again

2011-10-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

someone hold me in your arms for a moment, please

2011-10-16T00:34:00.001+08:00

i am going to change my blogskin but..........everything i draw on photoshop isnt to my liking sigh sigh sigh :-( ok i will be back with some photos SOON but dont anticipate much alright~

anyway, my dear elder sister is getting baptised tomorrow along with my baby nephew! yay double happiness hehe :-) and look at the time, 12:34AM i need to sleep. And dear marc my fingers are all glitter-fied k you better thank me for your card tomorrow

cheerios ^___^

forever and always

2011-09-25T20:44:00.005+08:00

(i know i posted this on livejournal back in april, but.....oh well i love will anderson's voice + eyes)

anyway,

you guys have NO IDEA how happy and special you've made me yesterday!
zhongruans (enqi synyin kaiwen hxinyi venetia connie) / ilene bby / co mates / kristel / audrey / zhenzhen / heidi / amanda / sarah / church+ss class (marc chloe joyce lizzy joy mel debbs theo) / hope gang (crystal denise yuting) / three hope (so gonna miss you, sonia!) / tlist (gemmi felissa lynn crystal faith nigel vanessa charlene jazryll desiree emma beatrix) / two unity (siying dorcas yiqing wenxin)

zhongruans, i dont even know where to start. You guys have made SUCH great memories i'll seriously miss it when we all graduate. zhongruan outing soon ok? and....synyin + v, i miss you guys so much :( i love all of you, really.
aud and zhenzhen, guys we've come a looooooong way :) i thank God for both of you and zhenzhen dont be upset because i care for you alright? Aud, hehe we've been thru so much since p5! love ya :)
k, you've been an awesome pal. i do miss you and all and we should reaaaaaally catch up soon :) When life screws you up, i can lend you a listening ear :) and if im not there, remember you have A FRIEND UP THERE to help you through everything.
sarah, YOU'RE MY PEACH :) you're always /so/ bubbly and you never fail to put a smile on my face :) i love that we both share such great interest in photography :) you're a great pal and we should hang and shoot again someday!
ilene, you have made SUCH A BIG DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE. like really, i like that i can tell you everything and anything and i am extremely sorry that i've been so selfish this year. I really hope ~that matter~ wont affect our friendship because i really cherish it and well, i'd be seriously devastated if that issue is gonna cause us to break :( OH! anyway, since you mentioned that we're like phineas&ferb, i think we're like mario and luigi too hehe :)

tlist, HAHAHA SORRY IM SUCH AN AWKWARD TURTLE :( you guys are /SO/ easy to talk to and even though we were totally unrelated people before, we somehow made friends and i thank you guys for bringing much joy to my life (and my timeline)
to my wonderwall: dude hey :') the moment i opened your card and saw your handwriting.........LOL WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS FOR SO LONG (cause i remember it was soooo teensy last time!) maaan, throughout the years i've known you (lol this makes both of us sound so old HAHA), you've always been there for me and you're always tolerating me being such a bitch ok im sorry i'm always moodswinging at ya :( i guess im just sensitive like that~ you're kinda like my bgf and i loveeee youuuuuu thissssss bigggggggg /waves hands around/ AND STOP MOCKING ME I AM NOT CHIOBU HAHA

.....And there's so many people i wanna thank but i dont wanna sound like i'm giving some thank you speech so yuuuuup! Haha i received so many heart-warming messages yesterday like ilene's and i'm felt so blessed that I've made SUCH wonderful friends yknow? I thank God for putting you guys in my life :')

I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOMEST OF MY HEART :) FOREVER AND ALWAYS

anyway, yesterday, I HAD NORTHERN INDIAN FOR DINNER HAHAHAHAHAHA
the food was daaaaamn good ok :) but im lousy and i cant eat spicy food so the curry pretty much killed me + my tastebuds. sorry i have no pictures at all (YOU GUYS CAN GO IMAGINE :D)

ok for now im gonna go on a hiatus till end of years end (14 OCTOBER!!!!!)

I WILL SURVIVE IT AND COME BACK IN ONE PIECE :-)

cant get you off my mind

2011-09-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

but in any case, i still dont believe in young love.

and i'll follow you into the dark

2011-09-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

☺☺

(Above and Beyond's Sun & Moon Cover by Jae Park)

september's here! it's my favourite month not because i'm turning fifteen at the end of it (though im pretty excited), but because it's autumn at most places~ (yeah it's my favourite season~)

anyway, my legs are aching from today and it was so disappointing because we walked for ages, but we still didnt get anything :-( oh man :-( OH WELL we can go another time i suppose! oh and i got my Frankie mag hahahahahaha been wanting that since i saw it on the Net and WOAH SINGAPORE ACTUALLY HAS THEM :-)

by the way........can you guess where we went?

(NO WE DIDNT GO TO A PUB/BAR LOL THIS WAS A SIGNAGE ALONG PAGODA STREET)

Rodarte for Opening Ceremony Fall/Winter 2011 Lookbook :)

2011-09-03T16:07:00.001+08:00

take a look at this:

(credits)

Rodarte for Opening Ceremony Fall/Winter 2011 Lookbook
i dont have a single clue about fashion, so to be quite honest, i have no idea why i was so intrigued by these photographs. probably it's the tones & the colours. nevertheless, gorgeous arent they?

dipped in vanilla twilight

2011-09-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

mr leow is awesomeeeee

best form teacher ever ok

careless me left my camera battery at home and lugged my 500D to school today ☹ gosh i am such a klutz! but anyway, after the entire celebration ended me, Audrey and Zhenyi met up with Kristel and had lunch? walked around, spammed some polaroids, and took a bunch of photos on my Superheadz. Faith & Sarah taught me the lightleak trick thing today and i'm currently trying to finish this roll so i can develop it next wednesday :) i cant wait~ yeah and then me and Aud met up with Crystal, Denise, Yuting & Huiyi for ice cream at Udders and two games of Monopoly Deal? HAHA fun times, fun times.

high hopes in velvet ropes

2011-08-30T17:49:00.008+08:00

hahahaha cant believe there's school tomorrow~ im not ready & i still have a pile of undone homework staring at me :(
the four days passed quickly and HAHAHA i love my family :) we made an impromptu decision and watched Captain America on sunday evening and suddenly had tea (yeah salmon + bread&vinegar) yesterday. and my dad's leaving today :( just said bye to him and i miss him already :( ok gonna like try to communicate with my mom properly and try not to make her angry. i think she's stressed enough that my dad isnt around.

also, my instax wide came in the mail on sunday! maaaaaaan im excited i want to shoot and shoot and shooooot~ too bad singapore doesnt have much scenic places *big sigh* JUST LOOK AT FLICKR AND LOOKBOOK AND YOU'D GET WHAT I MEAN :( flickr's so amazing i've been learning so much and trying out new things :) and lookbook's just perfect. the only downside of both sites is that your self-esteem would start plummeting hahahaha (mine did okaaay). and my parents finally took action and i really think im gonna get my film slr really quick :) mom called her friend on sunday and he's gonna check for me *jumps jumps*

meh but i couldnt go for venetia's surprise birthday celebration thingo today :( i miss my zhongruans :( I AM WITH YOU GUYS IN SPIRIT OK (this sounds creepy, i know). okay and now im sipping coffee and this awkward hour and trying to complete AM41. HAHA AND I SHALL TRY TO DRAG ENQI NEXT WEEK AND GO SHIRT HUNTING.

if i ruled the world

2011-08-09T14:17:00.010+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!

I love Singapore ♡

told ya i'd do a proper post!

anyway, visuals from yesterday's celebration :-) i think it was the most fun national day celebration e v e r ☺though we didnt really spam pictures or anything, it was still fun cause i spent it with the hope people ☺☺☺☺

okay here it goes, my first attempt at editing pictures:

(please excuse my obsession for bokeh & my n00bness at editing. gimme a chance manx im a first timer.)

someone tell me why do i have such qtpie friends??

audrey: "eh take full body picture and show that im bending down!!!!"

..........and yes we scored a photo with mr leow.

it isnt really that focused though :/

couldnt go for lunch with the ruanzzz & rachel but it's alright i guess. i went home and slept for 3 hours straight! lol ok abrupt ending but i really really need to study ☹☹☹ tryna be a mugger here, you see.

P/S SHOUTOUT TO SARAH ☺☺ she's such a peach ♡ i hope we both can get our SLRs + instax soooooon

breathe, one last breath

2011-08-02T21:23:00.008+08:00

"im the one who wants to be with you, deep inside i hope you feel it too"

HELL YEAH MR SIMPLE TODAY
THUNDER'S SO FAR MY FAV TRACK OFF THE WHOLE ALBUM OMG :')

i'll give you everything

2011-07-30T12:22:00.003+08:00

i caught btr beach party yesterday /inner fangirl/

and im still sick -_____-

burning up

2011-07-27T10:18:00.005+08:00

credzzzz

my body temperature has been going up and down up and down i have no idea whether i can make it for school tomorrow....? plus, my throat is annoying as hell and my nose keeps running u g h. the lozenge im sucking now is rather effective but it's like....bittersweet eww. at least it works so i'm not gonna complain :(

anyway, thank you to everyone who told me to get well soon :) means alot ♡♡
okay gotta finish up my math + geog + physics + study for chem and get some rest :)

xx all of you

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2011-07-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

rosettes

2011-07-20T18:35:00.009+08:00

credzzz

week's been great so far, completed every single homework on time, olevel's compre+enqi's birthday on tuesday, and saybons with ilene/aud/yq after~ home alone and watching the big bang theory :)

so yuppppppp im all good.
hope this week will end off well

xx

i'd like to be the one you say goodnight to

2011-07-13T15:47:00.005+08:00

i'd like to be the one you say goodnight to

glimmer of hope

2011-07-10T23:50:00.008+08:00

time check. 11:50PM

i should go to bed soon. it's week 3 and my chinese summary + ydjc have yet to be handed up. i am a horrible student and i feel terrible towards lao shi, especially since she's so darn nice and im like u____u okay, gonna buck up and be a good student :) week 7 is coming in about.....4 weeks? /crosses fingers/ i can do this. L1R5 <10 i will try. gonna stop disappointing my mom and everyone else.

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
(Philippians 4:13)

flickr

2011-07-08T22:43:00.003+08:00

God watched over me throughout my entire Chinese oral. it was amazing how i didnt feel scared and just went for it :) I am thankful. really really thankful :)

DAMN YES FLICKR
these two guys are so amazing i take my hat offffffffff *________* (AND NO IT'S NOT THAT THEY ARE HANDSOME GUYS OKAY I JUST LIKE THEIR PHOTOSTREAM ALOT)

kudos to teddyverve

& ian komac

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2011-07-05T20:56:00.005+08:00

I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me.
I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking.

I mean like…Why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.

lighters

2011-06-28T21:11:00.006+08:00

havent talked to ilene face to face in like....2/3 weeks and i'm genuinely glad i'm back in school :) school's been great, except for that pile of chinese homework i have yet to complete. gonna do so soon. crystal audrey denise yuting have been such dears i miss talking to them~ sports day is this saturday so....pictures soon? (tbh the only thing i actually look forward to sports day is.......lunch after that.) stoked for CO this thursday, gonna see the zhongruanz who kickass and the usual greybadge tanbo gang :') the only thing standing in the way of all this awesomeness is that the whites are leaving ☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹

downing warm water now, and it makes me all fuzzy inside, i love that feeling :) chinese oral next friday, 8th july. gonna need all the revision i can get. 华语 IS 2 COOL 4 我 TO HANDLE :(

aw man

2011-06-26T19:27:00.005+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW

ANOTHER TEN WEEKS OF ☹☹☹☹☹☹

right next to you

2011-06-23T14:06:00.003+08:00

DONT JUDGE I LIKE THIS SONG ALOT

THIS TOO

HI MARC I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS 8)

love you all

2011-06-20T19:31:00.008+08:00

okay so i was looking through my blog statistics and all (yeah i know i'm a no lifer) and i was pretty much shocked because...........i didnt know people read this space! like really truly my expression was like:

*yay james*

ANYWAY LEAVE A COMMENT PLEASE

i dont bite!! a question or anything would be fine with me~

though.......it's really creepy if everyone reading this space are anons HAHAHAHAHA

but in any case,

i less than 3 all of you

yay for ryan higa ♡♡♡

adios ▲

the heart is the issue

2011-06-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

THE HEART IS THE ISSUE
church camp was really really really good and i truly thank the Lord that i went for this year's. fellowship'd and ~kinda~ bonded with the sunday school girls and others ♡, had heart piercing messages and did abit of homework :) all in all, it was really enjoyable ^________^ we watched the sunrise at 5AM on the second day and it kinda disappointed me a little but it was still pretty :) THE RAYS LOOKED MAGICAL! God's creation :) also, we watched the release of baby turtles on the last day~it was cool yknow!! hoho cant wait to develop that roll of film :) gotta finish it first!

sidenote, ANYONE WANNA WATCH XMEN WITH ME?

mike tompkins is awesome

2011-06-12T23:04:00.004+08:00

before i leave for camp tomorrow,
(to anyone who reads this space)
I PRESENT THE EVER-SO-AWESOME MIKE TOMPKINS

ｓｐａｍ

2011-06-09T13:59:00.003+08:00

i love this song ;~~~~; (this is a cover) so go listen to the original-- Birdy's Skinny Love :) She is so amazing i cant believe she's a 96'er

anyway, me and sarah are the b2st alright haha haji lane -> scape -> ann siang hill, WE ROCKAZ lol didnt buy much that day though /inserts sad face/ but it doesnt matter because we had fun together :) (LOVE U SARAH)

AJ Rafael's #RedRoses was out yesterday~ i cant get it on iTunes or anywhere else so T_________T owell i'll just w a i t :( suxxxx

got back my developed film from the ever awesome heidi, so here's the visuals from the class outing we had in term one :) the sky was hella pretty that day!

lol this looks like the world's ending or something haha

spot yuting and crystal!

i've another 2 more rolls of film to develop so i'll probably do it when school reopens?

xx

sham whoo hoo

2011-05-05T17:39:00.006+08:00

SHAM WHOO HOO

4 more papers to go and we're all freeeeee birds ok

haha have been begging my mommy to pick me up from school cause i'm all drained and exhausted whoooops

anyway, mothers' day is coming this sunday!! ✿ ❀ ✿ ❀ ✿ ❀

anyway, dear audrey,

get well sooooooon~~ everyone misses you

♡♥♡♥ LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGS ♡♥♡♥

ugh sux i'm feeling all negative right now and i want to talk to someone so desperately sigh :( fml i miss kristel and ilene chua so badly hahahaha havent talked to you guys heart to heart in ages pls

hope camp 2011

2011-03-24T00:19:00.003+08:00

luv the #magicalbox + #shark cheer it's so awesome teehee camp was amazing it was loads and loads of fun :-) instructor brenda was so cute she's so small and funny yay. the other instructor whose name i think is kid(?) was kinda ~hmm~ and he had this black face and didnt really enjoy camp so yeah haha shall not get reminded of that lol. jason ng was awesome he was so sporting for our campfire item and........

WE ARE NINJAS
HIIII-YAAAAAAA

mmhhhhmmm

2011-03-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

HELLO I AM HERE TOO YKNOW

mmmhmmmm i am human too. i have feelings.

glitter

2011-03-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

piano theory exam in 3 days, practical in 8 days

@_________@

wish me all the best i really want to pass :-(

2011-02-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 101

happy valentines day!

2011-02-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

happy valentines'!

i luv you

it's that time of the year

2011-02-05T17:03:00.004+08:00

reunion dinner angpaos cousins food monopoly deal steamboat hotplate tv reunion dinner relatives cousins food visitations fun cousins angpaos steamboat goodies THE GREEN HORNET cousins movies food goodies goodies

my chinese new year.

didnt play mahjong/cards this year so heheheheh didnt gamble this year!! and the green hornet was pretty good! many many gunnsss (yeah those bang bang shoot shoot ones) jay chou's english was pretty good in it, hehehehehehe. totally luv'd him in it manz. he's a qt guy!!! (okay fine he's 32 but that doesnt matter cuz he's talented!!) yeah and in the movie he's freaking talented ok (he had some kickass moves and kicked the crap out of that ego guy. yay for jay chou~)

suckz school's reopening soon and my mood's gonna drop wayyy down. owell, the day of luv is coming up soon!! feb 14th, was intending to spend it with my luvvvs but sigh it clashes with week 7. oh screw it :-(

on a side note, if my mommy allows, steamboat on tuesday with greys!!!

2011-01-31T18:19:00.003+08:00

knew you would leave some day. never thought it'll be so fast though! it's pretty difficult to salvage this relationship i guess, especially since i got thrown aside to make room for another. but owell, what can i say?

i luv the rain, by the way.

and i'm totally anticipating sarah's juicebox photos!

it's rainingggg

2010-07-25T22:34:00.003+08:00

"How come you didn't go to school today?
Inception: I dreamt I did"

I LOL'd
OTL

?

2010-07-24T18:19:00.005+08:00

I believe that I am here on this Earth for a special reason.
Because God has a plan for me that I have to fulfill.
And He will give me the strength to persevere and carry on.

Therefore, I will

You don't have to, but just

2010-07-05T20:57:00.006+08:00

How are you lately?
I ask about you.
I wonder if you hear me.
Even if you forgot already,
Could you remember me again?

- It's Not Necessary (FT Island)

dust

2010-05-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

I need to sort out my thoughts